My best friend.

I know I've only known you for almost 8 months, but this past couple of weeks that we were together were so amazing. I can tell you everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, about me without judging me. You're always there whenever I need you, and during the time that I really needed you the most. I don't want things to change especially now. I have built feelings for you that I thought I would never do. It sucks to know that you are upset with me and things are about to change drastically. I wish it wasn't like this. If only I can change what I really do feel towards my boyfriend, I would. Please don't go. I would never want to lose a person someone like you in my life. You always tell me that I make you happy, that whenever you're with me you forget all your troubles. That's what you make me feel too. I'm sorry if I can't give you what you want. I love you and I would never ask for someone but other than you. I don't want you to leave me, cause I know for a fact that I would never leave you. I feel so bad about hurting you. I made a huge mistake and now I don't really know how to fix it. I'm torn between you and my boy friend. I really do love you, and now it hurts knowing that things aren't going to be the same anymore.