too good to be true.

Bakit ba ako nasasaktan ng ganito? i don't know what to do knowing na hindi parin niya ako namemessage sa facebook. Am I just being paranoid or is he really mad at me? I don't know what to do. 10 days palang talaga kami na mag on pero I love him na. Kasalanan ko ba na nahulog ako? Kasalanan ko ba na madali akong magalit? Honestly, I don't want other people to have him kasi I just want him for myself and not others. I don't know bakit siya ganun sa akin ngayon, but siguro sinaktan ko siya talaga ng sobra-sobra. Ayoko na lokohin niya ako pero ayoko rin na lokohin siya. Mahal ko siya talaga at totoo yun. Kahit i-deny ko pa alam ng utak ko na totoo yun. Kung hindi ko siya mahal, masasaktan ba ako ng ganito? hindi naman diba? ilang hours na siya na hindi nagmemessage sa akin. I don't know what he's doing or where he is. I'm getting so worried na. He's not gonna be able to read this blog but I want him to know (if ever he sees this) that I love him so much. I didn't want to hurt him nor break my promise. Just because I can't visit him today doesn't mean that we will never see each other. I hope he is ok and I hope that he is not mad at me. Kanina pa akong worried sa kanya pero parang baliwala lang sa kanya hindi na nga siya nagpaparamdam ehh. Anu ba ito? Kung nasaan man siya ngayon sana mag-ingat siya at sana masaya siya. :/