too good to be true.

Bakit ba ako nasasaktan ng ganito? i don't know what to do knowing na hindi parin niya ako namemessage sa facebook. Am I just being paranoid or is he really mad at me? I don't know what to do. 10 days palang talaga kami na mag on pero I love him na. Kasalanan ko ba na nahulog ako? Kasalanan ko ba na madali akong magalit? Honestly, I don't want other people to have him kasi I just want him for myself and not others. I don't know bakit siya ganun sa akin ngayon, but siguro sinaktan ko siya talaga ng sobra-sobra. Ayoko na lokohin niya ako pero ayoko rin na lokohin siya. Mahal ko siya talaga at totoo yun. Kahit i-deny ko pa alam ng utak ko na totoo yun. Kung hindi ko siya mahal, masasaktan ba ako ng ganito? hindi naman diba? ilang hours na siya na hindi nagmemessage sa akin. I don't know what he's doing or where he is. I'm getting so worried na. He's not gonna be able to read this blog but I want him to know (if ever he sees this) that I love him so much. I didn't want to hurt him nor break my promise. Just because I can't visit him today doesn't mean that we will never see each other. I hope he is ok and I hope that he is not mad at me. Kanina pa akong worried sa kanya pero parang baliwala lang sa kanya hindi na nga siya nagpaparamdam ehh. Anu ba ito? Kung nasaan man siya ngayon sana mag-ingat siya at sana masaya siya. :/

Family

I love my family. They are always the people that keeps me from giving up. We may fight sometimes but that what's keeping us from having a stronger bond. I miss them a lot and i know that they miss me too! How i wish a single plane ticket isn't expensive. I will always have them in my life no matter what. I may say things that would absolutely hurt their feelings, but they know and God knows how much I can't live my life with these crazy people by my side..

I love you guys :)

Happy - Natasha Bedingfield

Where do we go from here?

I’ve known you for almost a year now and we’ve had our ups and downs. We argue because of stupid things and we get over it after a while. I don’t know about you but for the past couple of months that we’ve been talking I have fallen for you. I know it is stupid but it just happened. If were to choose, I would probably go out with someone and not you (even though we’re not really together, together) considering that you are so far from me. You are only a few hours away but still. I would love to see how this friendship goes. Even if we don’t end up being together as a couple, I would still choose you to be a part of my life forever, Even if that means just being friends. Being friends with you means that I can keep you FOREVER. :)

Hi

So this is the second time I've had blogger. I don't know how to use it.. So if you don't like it then that's totally cool with me. I am not going to make this blogger public or advertise it to my twitter nor Facebook. I want this to be a little bit private then my other Social networking accounts.